Yeah, it's happening again. I suddenly had a random Avenged Sevenfold compulsion this morning when I woke up, preceeded by 3:30 in the morning nausia and a headache. Yippee, right? Well, all morning while I was sitting waiting for class to start, and after dropping off my mom from work, I sat on my laptop and just watched music videos on YouTube. Yeah, I know, it's an early morning for the computer but I'm used to it. I'm practically addicted to my computer because I love to type, write, and go on YouTube and Myspace. But that is not the point of this blog, what so ever.
Listen to me now. It is 24 days until I am 18, and 24 days until I get to see my boys again. I'm so excited to see Avenged Sevenfold and Papa Roach again, nobody has a freakin' idea. I found out a lot of things this weekend that hasn't been sitting well with me, and fights constantly with my parents and friends and having to deal with a bunch of people that I don't want to, and coming to a horrible realization about things. I need a release, and I need to scream my heart out to something I care about.
That is where this blog comes to its importance and main idea. Concerts, to me, are my stress reliever. This will be my last concert until probably June or July, maybe even August. If this is what I get until then, then I am content with that. It's amazing what a band can do when you see them live, in person, and see and hear the power of their music, and see their ability in person. At a concert, I am free to be as loud and obnoxious as I want and the best I would get is a dirty look. I want to be able to be as free as I want to be, to scream my heart out, sing as loud as I can without getting in trouble and dance around and head bang without getting an odd look, just a few people doing it with me. I want to be able to hear the chants of the crowd, wanting their favorite band to arrive out onto that stage. It's a strange, yet fulfiling and desirable feeling that I desperately want to feel again, even though I had seen them on February 17th, not even a month ago.
Because of everything that has gone on though, I think it is once again very well needed. I miss Avenged Sevenfold, and I want to see them again, and pump my fist hard in the air and scream as loud as I can. I want to feel the thrill of standing in line for several hours, and be able to laugh and have fun.
I just miss it, but it's coming in twenty-four days.
It's coming. :)
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Tabby - A very nice post indeed. I wish life were easier for you right now. Let it teach you, change you, but not manipulate you. It is your life. You are in control of how you respond to it. ~Ms. A
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