Friday, March 13, 2009

Drama Sucks!

I really didn't have a whole lot to write yesterday, so I decided to skip it for a reason. Well, yesterday night, I had received a phone call about something that happened on Wednesday. A guy I know from Rogersville had pulled some stuff at work the other day on a few girls, including myself, and tried to make up for it. He is getting on my nerves and I'm having trouble figuring out what is going on and how I am going to be dealing with those types of things from now on. I've been having a lot of dilemmas based off of my personality, my experiences, and how I interact with people. Everyone has their flaws, but then again, sometimes they aren't flaws whenever there is a reason behind him. A lot of people don't know what has happened in the lives of these people and they make assumptions and they accuse them of things that they have no control over. I have that kind of problem but I know it is hardly plausible, but its something that I need to work on and right now, it's in the process. My problem is that I am very judgmental over guys, and I get irritated at people who flaunt drugs and alcohol in public and make an ass out of themselves. It's very irritating while a lot of people just laugh at them. What irritates me at that fact is that these people just want to stand out in the open and make an idiot out of themselves while high on pot or acid or whatever they are taking, or drunk in public, and they have no worth in life. They make no progress or help for society other than just being stupid idiots and just making people laugh at them. It's sad really, that's why I don't laugh. I get irritated and I somewhat pity them and I'm also angry. It's a weird mix of emotions that I have yet to figure out. Sure, I may be intolerable to a lot of things, but there are reasons behind it. Those things, those reasons, are not available for anyone to know because that is part of a personal issue that I still have yet to get over. It's alright though. I think it'll be fixed sometime or another. I think that five years ago, when I had that issue happen to me and it was forever ingrained in my memory, it won't go away until I'm quite a ways away from a public school memory.

That's just how it happens, unfortunately. Drama just sucks.

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