Early Morning Madness

There has already been some drama going on today before I even arrived at school, or even at work. I'm supposed to go to that concert in Topeka on my birthday, and my friend and I want to get there quite a few hours early. Now, my mom is being unappreciative and hardly compromising by saying we need to leave a lot later than what Rachael and I were planning. It's a four and a half hour drive to get to the Kansas Expocentre, but it's going to be a nice, April Saturday and I'm sure a lot of people are going to be getting there early. I don't understand how that is not so easy to grasp with my mother. Sure, we can't go by ourselves but my parents are the ones who are paranoid. Honestly, at this point, I really wish my Dad would come just so he could keep my mom company and make sure that she has something to do so Rachael and I can get there early and stand in our line for four and a half hours like we want. I know, that's an insane amount of time, but its damn well worth it. I really wish that was the case but it turns out its not going to be that simple. I may have to make my way through the circuit and see if my Dad is willing to come with us instead of sitting in the house all by himself getting depressed for two days. I really want him to come anyway. I don't really feel like driving those four and a half hours but I have to do what I have to do, since my mom can't drive because of her seizures. This sucks so bad and I feel miserable about it. It ruined my day and now I have to see if I can fix it. If this dosen't get fixed and Rachael and I can't leave when we want to, considering it's my 18th birthday and it should be about me that day. Sure, I have to consider my mom but I'm bringing my laptop to play on and there's freakin' WiFi at the hotel that we are staying at. I'm considering her, but I really want this to be a good day. She does not need to ruin it for me...again. She thinks she knows everything about this but she's never been to a rock concert. Once, she has, but that was because she had to. She doesn't know what is really like. The concert that she went to was in the same place it was now, but it's not going to be like it was with My Chemical Romance. These four bands that are playing on the fourth have much larger fanbases than MCR does. She does not get the concept of that and she doesn't understand it. So, it turns out I may have to turn to my Dad for help on this one. Hopefully he understands what I'm trying to say. Maybe he will, maybe he won't. I'll just have to see. I just don't want this to ruin my day like it already kind of has.