All I Know

Well, having my family down was quite interesting to say the least. I'm glad they are gone at this point, even though I really did miss them. I just realized how insane they were when they all came down here. I also found out that now that my cousin is now at the age, she thinks she knows everything. She has to point out the obvious and its cutely annoying. Oh well. This week hasn't been the greatest. Yesterday, I found out I had to work. I drove about 35 minutes to get to Strafford to get to my place of employment, only to find out they had no idea that I didn't have a shirt or anything, and they sent me home after telling me if I had worked that night, i would have had 45 hours worth of pay. THAT'S TWICE AS MANY HOURS AS I WANTED. So, apparently, their management got screwed up and didn't know how many hours I wanted. Oh well, it's okay. After I finish out this week, I'm going down to three or four days a week until the summer. Finals come first. I work tonight though, until eleven on line. I'm kind of excited, but I'm nervous since its supposed to rain all day until about nine or ten at night. Hopefully it remains that way and we aren't busy hardly at all and I can go home early, even though I have no school anyway. That will be amazing. But I need the practice on line making the food and what not. For all I know, we could be hella busy and my arms will fall off. I don't know. But my main concern tonight is driving on dark, wet roads in the middle of the night from Strafford to Fordland. I'm f***ing terrified!

Hopefully, everything will be okay. Even after that, I need some hope in my life.